@dinalohan

just wanted to post some favorites. HOLY CRAP.

wHO criminally hacked my blog Alexis said it’s not her then WHO? I will not sit for deframation I have always FOUGHT and will now I’m a mothabout 4 hours ago from web

B*TCHES AROUND HERE DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT I HAD TO GO THROUGH12:59 PM Aug 31st from web

this is a red alert please be silent i do not want her to know where i am, i am in the basement but how long does my battery last? jeeves di3:40 AM Jul 18th from web
I SAID HOW DAMN LONG DOES THE BATTERY LAST ON THIS I ASKED JEEVES NO DEFINATE ANSWER!!!! I THINK SHE IS WRUSTLING AROUND TRYING TO BREAK INT3:48 AM Jul 18th from web

you all are as USELESS as jeeves!!! i cannot decipher battery time on this computer which is my only tool for SURVIVAL i told you she is usi3:59 AM Jul 18th from web

I HAVE JUST BEEN VIOLATED IN THE WORSE WAY POSSIBLE I WENT TO THE MARKET TO GET MY NEURO AND THE WOMAN DECLINED MY CARD I’M SHAKING AND CRYI12:47 AM Jul 3rd from web

believe it. IT CAN’T BE!! That towel has left a mark that will live FOREV4:52 AM Jun 27th from web
I would like to see you all get towels thrown VIOLENTLY at you and see how much it assaults you do not JUDGE me my injuries sustained are HO3:53 AM Jun 24th from web

I am SHAKING i need to document all of this for security I immediately require a languist to help tell me the strange language she is shouti3:10 AM Jun 24th from web

blog start dina erase and type regular I LOVE THAT MY BLOG IS ABLE TO REACH OUT TO EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY THE PARENTS AND CHILDREN OF THE WORL9:06 PM Jun 13th from web

blog start ANOTHER MIRACULOUS EVENT!! I AM SO BLESSED AND I THINK IT WAS FAIT AND NOT MY NEUROBLISS I JUST HAD ANOTHER CONNECTION WITH GAHND1:48 PM Jun 13th from web

and as i told winston i told him i had ENOUGH this is just wrong i am sick of being stopped from my 10th bill rights and rudy agreed i am bo5:14 AM Jun 13th from web

why does NOT anyone listen to me? i have IMPORTANT things to say yes yes i DO they better recognize before I decide that I am gonna bust a c6:46 AM May 24th from web

false alarm i apologize to my blog i THOUGHT that I was being shotted by someone but it turns out NO, now I want to talk about the future an7:36 AM May 19th from web

quote from my hero Biblical inspiration Gahndi… i don’t want to be a product of my environment, I want my environment to be a product of m3:38 AM May 19th from web

and when I was little STRUGGLING and needed money i did NOT rob the airport who does that??? i would go to citibank and withdraw MY OWN MONE3:15 AM May 19th from web

wow ok what EVER obviously none of you listened to my Bible lesson about Gahndi even after DAYS and still no clarity no COMPASSION? its popp2:22 AM May 5th from web

up again so i will make a new blog i am TORTURED by this much worse then tabloids have ever been, dry cracked skin do i deserve this? do i r9:12 AM Apr 25th from web

rEMEMBER BLUe stickys on neurobliss and a white sticky on neurosleep but make sure you write S on it so you know its neurosleep FOOL PROOF P4:20 AM Apr 25th from web

# oK NOT FIXED WOW AFTer two days? “don’t judge unless your the judge.” are you the judge? NO.. only Jesus christ or the judge in a court of l3:09 AM Apr 10th from web



# so tech support closes the blog for an hour for “maintanence” therefore disabling me from speaking the truth and issues still not fixed?? wh11:32 PM Apr 6th from web


# GOD WHY EVERY TIME THIS HAPPENS? The main point is that don’t judge me or my family you look WITHIN can you fish and claim you have not sinn7:25 PM Apr 4th from web

# a Bible lesson once in a while to keep you GORUNDED and humble is not a bad thing and remember the fish, if everyone is perfect who will cas4:30 PM Apr 4th from web

# if eveyrone who sinned can’t fish then who would cast the line??? exactly NOONE!! because we all have made mistakes but we also need fish an6:45 AM Apr 4th from web

dOES NOBody remember when Gahndi said “he without sin cast the first line,” maybe those trying to get me down will and know that i will STAN12:04 PM Apr 1st from web

# pretty much dying rightnow THANKS6:27 AM Mar 28th from web

see it happened AGAIN did everyone see that? i have spent so much time typing heartfelt messages and it lets me when i post it they are shor9:41 PM Mar 20th from web

while parenting GOD DOES THIS THING ALWAYS MALFUNCTION, I AM a good mother sure i make mistakes but who doesnt maybe everyone should look wi5:48 PM Mar 18th from web

autumn.

i finished my harlan ellison book a while ago, maybe four days? FUUUCCKK, so good. and i found an amazing vintage paperback copy of

that’s not the cover but i can’t find it online. SO STOKED TO START IT. but i haven’t yet. and i only got through the first introduction in leatherfolk. i’ve been trucking through the famished road (that ben okri book i mentioned a while back) at work and STILL DIGGIN’ IT. my book-life is PERFECT.

the rest of life is cold. COLD. but at least i have beer. (haha…?)

stasis.

so the trouble with making this a blog about the books that i’m reading is that since i’ve been reading the same book for the past little while, there’s nothing new to add. i don’t want to rehash what exactly is happening in any of these books, i mostly just want to keep a record of all the reading i’m doing nowadays, so…yeah. still reading paingod and other delusions. almost done. about to start reading this when i’m done:

figured i could use some nonfiction. more soon.

airport.

i read a little over halfway through paingod and other delusions (the harlan ellison book i told you about) while waiting in the columbus airport for four and a half hours waiting for roy to get here. i think maybe i read really slowly, i dunno, cos it’s not that long of a book. but it’s awesome! is it weird or dumb that my favorite parts are not the stories but the little introductions he writes? eh. anyway, it’s really good.

this blog makes it seem like i love every book i ever read. granted, i am very picky about what i’ll read past the first few pages, but honestly i’ve just had a lot of good luck lately with my book-instincts and whatnot. also i have impeccable taste. just ask my fiance. who is sitting right next to me internetting on his laptop. NERDS. LU osito.

forgot.

i realized i forgot to tell you about

i read it about a month ago, when i first got to ohio.

so lovely. unsettling and substantive and excellent. the edition i read had an introduction by tennessee williams in which he discusses the “gothic” style. i’m annoyed that i haven’t read this before now, considering how long i’ve been a fan of mccullers. what can you do. definitely recommended.

bus rides.

i’ve been getting used to the bus but decided to walk home today. it took me almost exactly an hour and cost me a blister on each big toe. the weather was nice and i feel ok about it.

i finished the alexie book, sad to finish but really did enjoy it. now i’m digging into:

my goodness, it is already really beautiful. the chapters are short and i’m already on the seventh. no idea where he’s taking me and it’s not like anything i’ve read recently. very happy to have picked it up on a whim. okri!!

attentions.

i’ve been reading this book on my lunch breaks at work and i’m about halfway done. i already knew i really liked alexie so it’s not a surprise, but he’s incredibly solid and reliable in his prose. every story is well paced, well presented, different enough from the last to propel the book together as a whole in parts. not a chopped-apart novel, not a mash of…story pupae? but a lovely little collection.

i’m not gonna write you a book report. this book and this author ought to already be on your radar but probably aren’t. alexie is a contemporary american author worth your attention.

done.

word-food.

from the intro:

“When you discover that the black natives of Lamborene hated Schweitzer, you begin to suspect noble individuals have some secret need in them to be loved, to look good in others’ eyes, to succor themselves or dissipate their guilts with benevolent gestures.”

i wonder how it is that i can always smell out my new favorite author based on arbitrary criteria. the man is brilliant and lovely and very strange, and i already knew i would love him every second from a film adaptation of a story he wrote, starring don johnson and a terrier.

more of a review once i’ve read sunk my teeth in. tonight i’m two tecates deep and already 11 minutes past bedtime, so i probably won’t get much word-food in before i lay down my little head.

goodnight to the universe. it is exactly 70 degrees.